...is if I were holidaying like Seal and Heidi Klum.. Now that I have an apartment I'm stressed with all the money I'm spending to furnish slash decorate it. IT IS NOT CHEAP slash why did I give away all of my crap when I thought I was moving to Europe? I should have saved it all. (Oh yea, did I forget to mention that three years ago I wanted to move to London so I quit my job and my apartment and then never moved?)